Create. Paint. Write. Love.
When I think of my life living with a diagnosis of bipolar, I realize how fortunate I am. I maintain two jobs and I am learning the in’s and out’s of crafting. There was a point in my life when I was really ill, mentally. I was institutionalized three times in one year for rapid cycling. At this point, I had not yet received my diagnosis of bipolar. My life was bleak. I had no creative outlets and sat drowning in my sorrows. Until one day I began writing again which ultimately lead to me starting a personal blog.
Having a creative outlet has helped me immensely. Writing has always been my go-to outlet. Recently I decided I wanted to venture down other creative avenues. Having the ability to express myself relieves me of the stigma in regards to having a life-long illness. Dwelling on the fact that I have a mood disorder gets me nowhere. When I create it is like taking the restraints off and I am free to be me. In a society who separates the mentally ill, it is refreshing to feel limitless.
There are many therapeutic benefits to having a creative outlet. A few of those are:
- it relaxes your mind
- you get results
- you can express yourself
- you feel comfortable in your own skin
- you can be messy
- art is an individual act
- there is no competition (of course if you make it that way, there can be)
- you can get in touch with yourself
- Improves concentration
As a form of expression, you can record your moods by the tone of your creation. If writing is your art, you can look back on past writings and see growth. Life becomes more abstract when you allow yourself to create. There are no rules or guidelines. Just you and your art form.
Although I listed the above benefits I still struggle on a personal level by not trusting my creations. Perfectionism often hinders me from fully unleashing my inner artist. I am too hard on my results. I never fully let go and let my heart do the work and I can see this in my work. My words are my saving grace and often my weapon. Writing is my strength. Currently, I am bored with my life and figured I would pick up a new creative outlet. One that I would like to monetize. But …. how do I take a step back and free myself of the chains that bind me?
How do you let go and let your heart do the art? Did it take lots of practice?