So a few things have come to my attention and I am comfortable with my decision. First off I find myself holding a lot back from NYAC in hopes of revealing it for my new self-hosted site. That stops today. Secondly, I have not invested much time in this site because I’ve been caught up thinking about the other one.
Well, no more.
I am turning my attention to NYAC and who knows, I may not want to launch in April. It may have to be put off. I don’t know. I’m not there yet but what I do know is I haven’t given NYAC a fair chance to grow out of fear that the third time my followers won’t transition and follow me. I will be learning things about basic web design so the appearance may change from time to time. I do love this little spot and it needs to be shown that.
Hopefully what will happen is that I continue to grow naturally instead of trying to force it. I’m bad about that. I can easily move on to something else before finishing what it was I was working on. Not now. I’m at a point I almost want to quit because I’ve over-exhausted myself. I’m not quitting, ever. In due time my passions will shine but until then you can expect to hear from me more.. 🙂
Now that that was determined, I will apologize for my space cadet self and move forward!
Today’s Gratitude List
I have recently begun writing a gratitude list to start my day and I have seen results. Many of you know that doing so benefits your mental health and so I decided to start there. You may or may not know but I had been struggling with my mental health. I would say it lasted a full seven days but other than some self-doubt, I haven’t struggled in about 6-8 months. Something triggered me and I don’t know what but I am monitoring myself closely.
I am grateful for.
- Rain. It nourishes bits of my soul.
- Coffee. For obvious reasons.
- My daughter. Her presence brings me pure joy.
- The moon. For giving me something so beautiful to look at.
- Bras. 😂 but true.
- Laughter. Rejuvenates me!
- Employment. I will always be grateful to maintain a job.
- My family. For loving me regardless.
I strongly encourage each of you to make a gratitude list today. Surely you can come up with 10 things. Try it especially if you are having a difficult time.
I look forward to becoming more mindful and living in the moment. I have strayed too far from this concept and I am feeling the effects. I am slowing down and do not feel guilty about it. Will you join me on my journey? It begins today. ❤
How are you taking care of your mental health? Are you improving? What tools are you implementing?